double edge of my decision😥

                                                  Double edge of my decision 🗡

 I thought it was a dream

or some kind of a day reverie

but year, there she was

right infront of me she stood

her lips like roses

angelic eyes fixed to mine

her voice elicited felicity in my heart

'my name is angela'she said

can we date?

as a secret lover and teen, you know my reply

3 yrs later, here I am

grief and regrets are my family

I didn't heed my mom nor superiors

turning to my right,a plate drops

'daady,am hungry'the little one cries

she reminds me of those days

I never missed lunch,

I never missed a bathe

but this is my 2nd day, with nothing!

I regret my decision back then

I wish time could be reversed

unfortunately, am all alone now,huh

(stands up and goes to the daughter in pain)